January 2011
48 posts
Set your mind
For once, I open up the window to my past.
I see all the people I’ve loved. My heart aches. I still love them so much that I want to keep them in my heart forever. I already let them go but they are still in my heart. My memory. They haven’t changed at all because I keep them as they were used to be. I see there’s no time clock here.
I wake up. Clock is moving....
Day 08-A moment you felt the most satisfied with...
When I was a senior in highschool, I told my teacher that I wanted to go to one articular university. He said it was impossible even though I started to study 24 hours a day. I said “Alright.” then since that day, I worked hard then got into the uni. I went to talk to him and showed him the acceptance letter. He said I made a miracle. That was one of the day I felt most satisfied...
“Maybe you can afford to wait. Maybe for you there’s a tomorrow. Maybe for you...”
– Before I Fall by Lauren Oliver
Note:
I put work 15 days straight law. I like all 3 my jobs but that was a baaaad idea. I’m dying……….
Day 07-Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits...
“The Leo woman is usually blessed with an almost stately appearance and can achieve great elegance…although she is not necessarily interested in clothes as articles of fashion. This female possesses a rather regal air, a sympathetic disposition and excellent social qualities. The woman ruled by Leo is a passionate soul who can easily be loyal and loving when in a secure relationship...
Day 06- Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.
1. Somehow, there are only good people around me.
2. I have freckles on my lips.
3. The day after I confessed that I would be single whole year, I got a bf.
4. 3 days in a week, I leave my house in the dark then come home in the dark. It’s really hard because I’m Leafchild. I really need to photosynthesize.
……….well I think i’m boring so I’m...
“You’re so much stronger when your partner is strong. I honestly believe...”
– Will Smith
Day05 - A time you thought about ending your own...
This question is not the one that I can just talk about as usual. So all I could say is that if there ever are people who are thinking about ending their own life, I want them to know that you’re not the only one. No matter how rich, beautiful, successful those people are, they all have problems. As we live, we always face the difficulties that we have to give up, accept or lose. Your...
Day 04- Your views on religion.
I don’t have religion to believe. I’m happy to that actually because I don’t believe in god and don’t like telling myself what I’m doing is right or wrong by things that I can’t eve seen. However, I have lived in one of the most multicultural country for a year and been meeting a lot of people from different part of the world so those experience taught me that...
Day 03- Your views on drugs and alcohol.
I don’t want to drink to get wasted or depend on drugs. However, I don’t want to judge people by their drinking/drug habits. I’ve never done drugs but have had times that I drunk nights away to escape from the problems. I think what we have to so is, if we have friends who are addicted to drinking/alcohols, we have to keep our eyes on them because they might have problems that...
Day 02- Where you'd like to be in 10 years.
Oh no I’m so bad at answering the questions because I can’t answer this as well. Well, I don’t know where I’d like to be in 10 years. It could be anywhere. I’m pretty easy to adjust to new places so I can’t imagine one particular place. One thing I’m sure is that I’d love to be in the place called “Home” where I’m with somebody...
“I have a dream that one day every valley shall be exalted, every hill and...”
– MLK day. I take part in your mission.
Day01-Your current relationship, if single discuss...
I won’t answer this question but even though I am in a relationship or single, I try to enjoy my life.
“The best thing to give to your enemy is forgiveness; to an opponent, tolerance;...”
– Benjamin Franklin (via kari-shma)
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People who based me in the test.
People who judged me by my background.
People who looked at my outside but inside.
I have decided to show them how happy I could be, being who I am. That would be my revenge.
Is there any tip on stepping out of your comfort zone without fear? Am I too unbrave?
“Give a man a fish and you feed him for a day. Teach him how to fish and you feed...”
– - Lao Tzu
Mom, I’ve got your charity mind.
Dad, I’ve got your strong sense of justice.
I’m proud of myself. Thank you.
No matter how twisted we are, I won’t forget the love I got from you.
“Everything changes
But beauty remains
Something so tender
I can’t...”
22:16
Heading off to go home from work now. Today, I finally could deal with the irregular events by myself, without anybody’s help. I had been overstressed since the end of last year that there were troubles at work every time when I was in. I was always asking my boss or coworker for help and felt I was not enough. Today, finally, I did it. It’s such an excellent achievement I made, I...
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Troubles kick my ass at work and realize I’m still incapable of dealing with the irregular events. ”I’m not enough.” I feel frustrated but know that I can definitely learn over it then stand up again. It is actually one of the best feelings.
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Things go bad sometimes. I try to be a drama queen but that is totally not my thing. If I have time to get stuck in the negative thought, I’d rather get out and go help somebody who really need help. I got place to stay, food, money and I’m not alone. There’re people who are alone and screaming for help if you look around. I want to listen and see what the world is really asking for. You know...
I want to eat...
Italian meatballs and pasta then ice-cream for dessert. I’m hungry for youuuu.
“You know, we don’t live in the 80s so we can talk anytime on Skype,...”
– then she shed tears. Bye for now my American sister. I miss you already.
To note
Isn’t it beautiful that if you can fall in love with one person over and over again? I was saying how I wanted to be single whole year but deep down, I want to meet somebody who can touch my soul and make me fall in love every time I see the person. It would be amazing too if I can make the person fall for me millions of times in millions of ways.
Hello to a new decade
I hope everyone is safely spending the new years.
2011………I have NO new year’s resolution. It’s easy to make it but I know it’s hard to actually attain it, so this year I will live my life in my own way. I just try to be a better person and enjoy each day. I may make mistakes and get lessons. I may cry but will be back to my road. I may take chances or...