December 2010
64 posts
Bye bye 2010
First half of this year, I was often upset. Graduation, friends’ leaving to foreign countries and departures. I chose to stay but was afraid of being alone. At the same time, I lost my love. I heard the cracking sound in my heart. My heart totally got broken then.
Rest of the year, I was trying to pick up the pieces of my heart. TIme was quicker than I thought. When I realized, my...
“One of the lessons that I grew up with was to always stay true to yourself and...”
– Michelle Obama
So the fairy tale ends....
The moment 2010 began, the princess was kissing with the man she likes. It was like a magic. He casted a spell on her so that her year was going to be amazing.
Now, it’s the end of the year. The magic will be gone soon. The prince is not here anymore. The princess somehow didn’t feel sad or lonely. She is ready for the new beginning. She was waiting to be free from the magic....
“Your eyes, have something….maybe a love story. When I look into your...”
– :)
Mountains, rivers and my piano! I finally made it...
“Eyes are the windows to your soul.”
– but I’ve not shown my soul to anybody. hmm
It feels like I'm traveling around the world.
People I met this year were from:
Tanzania, Syria, Ethiopia, China, Kenya, Ghana, Zimbabwe, Nigeria, Palestina Territories, Yemen, Liberia, Oman, Egypt, Iran, Iraq, Indonesia, Mongolia, Sudan, Republic of Djibouti, Jordan, and more than 50 other countries.
I try to take notes but that was all that I wrote in. There are more I guess. The world seems smaller sometimes.
CIE and JICA jobs are...
21:30
Currently, I’m skyping with my wife and Ms. Yukiji and…….her grandma. About love. lol It’s so fun and they’re all so lovely.
It makes me wanna fly to Seoul immediately.
:)
Good morning reality.
I’m off to the last day of work in 2010. I hope everyone a happy holiday:) and please hope me NO overtime tonight!!
Yoko
“Whenever I get gloomy with the state of the world, I think about the arrivals...”
– Love Actually
This day.
I still remember the day. It was cold and even snowing. I somehow woke up on the train back home from high-school and realized I missed my station. I took a cab and rushed to home.
2 hours later, I was with my family and cousins. I couldn’t stand to be in a room so went out. One of my cousin came with me. Outside, it was snowing and very chilly but we stayed outside.
Another hour...
“On top of the world it’s...
“Earthquakes can’t shake us
Cyclones can’t break us
Hurricanes...”
Baby please come home.
I know it’s only 3 days but I miss already. I’m like a baby who cries when the dad is going away for a business trip. I’m still a baby.
I say “I’m sorry. Next time, I won’t do it again.”
You give me another chance.
I say “I’m sorry. I did it again.”
You go “It’s alright.” then give me another chance.
I’m scared, someday when you say “It’s not alright” and I have no other chances, I don’t know what to do.
My honest feeling is....
I’m kind of sad and feeling lonely. My heart is aching.
All the students has started to go home. I do the cancellation stuff at work and come say good-bye. Here we go with another good-bye season. There’re lots of memories every semester and when it comes to the end, you know, we start to miss those normal days we would have spent wisely. Well, it’s a time for them to wake...
What I want for Christmas
A big box of chocolate
Your smile
:)
“If I’m lost in the desert
I know somehow you’ll find me
And if I drive in the...”
December
Last December was too good so I was afraid of not being able to have an amazing one this year. It came to the 15th of December today and I just realized, that there were love, smile and happiness around me. I don’t have a big tree, lots of presents, a lover, great food and etc.. but I got friends and I got love. It all that matters for me. After all, I’m loved and not lonely. My...
Gamble on your intuition.
That’s what I do when I’m desperately needing an answer. It actually works. If it doesn’t, well I get a lesson and can grow.
“Everyone is like a butterfly, they start out ugly and awkward and then morph...”
Where is the love??
These days,
I haven’t really got inspired. It’s really sad:( I read books, listen to music, watch dramas but not many things hit my heart. I try to write something on the paper but my mind is not working well. I have just decided to put my favorite songs of all time. I also put one picture, which is taken this year, each day. If you get bored, I’m sorry. Although, I always appreciate...
“Today, give a stranger one of your smiles. It might be the only sunshine he...”
”Those little imperfections make you beautiful,...
Dear you
I wish you will know
How many times in my life that I have wished you could stop for once?
How many times I have wished you to come back?
How many times I have wanted you to move faster?
You are cruel but you are beautiful.
You make a big part of my life.
I think what I gotta do is accepting and forgiving you.
I’ll try my best so please…
Can you take me back to one certain...
