February 2012
8 posts
Balance
Keeping a balance is not easy. Imagine about you’re having books on your head and trying to walk on the straight line, it’s not something you step up to do.
There are couple of things I currently focus on in my life. My job, making memories rest of the days here, job hunting and love. These are all important for me and I can never put less effort on any of those. We all have...
Just a note to self.
Sometimes you need a courage to face things you were trying not to.
Sometimes you need a courage to drop one of the too much from your plate to be happy.
Sometimes you have to take the leap of faith.
Never ever stop.
2/12/12
It’s not easy to drop fears but it’s not hard to take chances…..if you are strong enough to believe.
2/11/12
These days, when I try to write here, I barely have anything to say.
Maybe I close my eyes and focus on only the things I can see.
January 2012
9 posts
“Buy a blank notebook. Draw a huge heart on the cover. Don’t write anything...”
– Kim: Advice from a Mermaid in a Manhole (via julie911)
“If you have a past with which you feel dissatisfied, then forget it, now....”
– Paulo Coelho
1/13/12
I can’t believe how hard I’v been thinking of handling all this mixed feelings next couple of months. I will have sadness to leave the place, anxiety for my next adventure and excitement to go back and everything. Sometimes, I see it’s really cool and sometimes I see it’s incredibly hard. I just don’t want all those emotions to take over my head.
oh by the way...
1/12/12
It’s been a while since last time I wrote my feelings. Currently, I have a lot of feeling mixed like my heart is a blender and trying to make some crazy drink.
December 2011
17 posts
12/24/11
Every year, there are certain christmas times I always remember in my heart. Lonely year like this, I always remember that time and wish I were in that place again. I miss those warm places where I felt loved. Just handle the homesick next couple of days.
12/20/11
804 emails in the box. I looked through some of them and realise how love has shifted. There are ones in early days that we missed so much so that all we said were like ‘I miss you like crazy’. There are days we talked about how much we loved each other like it’s a competition of expressing love how cool. Time went on. I kind of miss those days and at the same time I am...
“If we only walk on sunny days we’ll never reach our destination.”
– Paulo Coelho
The most attractive person is:
Loyal person. Somebody loyal to his girlfriend, family, friends, work and himself. As like saying “Loyalty is worth more than money”, it’s the best characteristic, I believe.
Everytime I go to the mall or department store and look at all the pretty clothes, shoes, cosmetics, etc, it will make me happy but the best feeling is when the door of Borders opens and the moment I will step into my fantasy land. If you want to make me wait, drop me there. I can literally stay there for the entire day.
12/9/11
Sometimes, I wonder why we think of the reasons in your life. Why are we doing this? Why do you have to do this? Why? Why? Why? but we all know in our heart that everything has meanings and usually end up realizing that fact later on.
Have you ever thought about this?
If your other half understand about you so that you don’t need to explain or your other half ask you why and you are more than happy to teach everything about you. The beauty of understanding without words or giving all of your information by words, drawing, etc…
12/6/11
Sunset. 5pm.
It’s the most nostalgic moment in a day. I am alone in the house. Books were read. CDs were listened. Videos were watched. I did everything to kill time and am ready for the night. I wait. I open the curtain and remember my grandmother told me I had to close it so that nobody could see inside the house. It’s dark. I am scared of going to the different room. I...
“-Canvas,n.
We both missed our apartments, that first night, but I think you...”
– The Lover’s Dictionary
back from winter formal. No dress this time but I wore my new jacket<3 yayayayyyyy
“There was a pause. I was still scared by every gap in our conversation, fearing...”
– The Lover’s Dictionary
“Love is one kind of abstraction. And then there are those nights when I sleep...”
– I’m already enjoying it.
November 2011
15 posts
Sometimes, a little and sinple thing means a lot.
Words can’t describe my feeling. All I can do now is close my eyes and immerse myself in a deep thought of ocean. It’s not bad. It’s quite comfortable. Only thing is that it may make you worry if I don’t get out and find out how to describe. Sometimes, love can’t be described in 26 letters. I still want to show and tell you. Please wait. Right now, I just want...
Why do we compare with others and decide if you are a good person or not or if you’re doing okay or not. Why can’t we just live believing yourself and have confidence in yourself? Because even if you are superior to somebody, you will eventually see there are people who are superior than you. Why do we just think somebody is looking forward you to being a perfect person?
11/16/11
Memories are for looking back and missing what you had before and they are supposed to be beautiful. Future is for making your dream come true. If you know my feeling, you know I prefer look at the future that we can’t even see yet to look back to see far past because I’ve got tons of times ahead of me and when I think of you and I, I always get this feeling like we are the heroes in...
11/11/11 11:11
How interesting… the road seems so long and you can never see the end. Maybe we will set goals at some certain points on the way. We will find mistakes and call them experience. We will cry and let the tears grow the flowers. Maybe we will find the car next and decide to go to the same distention and call it love. It’s along drive. It’s a long road but we all have to keep...
October 2011
17 posts
