GREEN MARKER - GOOD DESIGN
1/13/12
I can’t believe how hard I’v been thinking of handling all this mixed feelings next couple of months. I will have sadness to leave the place, anxiety for my next adventure and excitement to go back and everything. Sometimes, I see it’s really cool and sometimes I see it’s incredibly hard. I just don’t want all those emotions to take over my head.
oh by the way it’s 13th, Friday. hmmmm
1/12/12
It’s been a while since last time I wrote my feelings. Currently, I have a lot of feeling mixed like my heart is a blender and trying to make some crazy drink.
12/24/11
Every year, there are certain christmas times I always remember in my heart. Lonely year like this, I always remember that time and wish I were in that place again. I miss those warm places where I felt loved. Just handle the homesick next couple of days.
12/20/11
804 emails in the box. I looked through some of them and realise how love has shifted. There are ones in early days that we missed so much so that all we said were like ‘I miss you like crazy’. There are days we talked about how much we loved each other like it’s a competition of expressing love how cool. Time went on. I kind of miss those days and at the same time I am happy to be where we come. Love is something that you create each other. I’m glad to know that.
(Source: kari-shma)